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[skye]

ANNETTE SKYE BLAIZE,

I'LL KEEP YOU MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRET ,

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DEAR JOURNAL

I am beginning to think that I have no place with the Volturi. I am to please like the rest of the guard yet I’m the only one who ever gets criticized or ridiculed by the guard. Sure A Good fight once and a while is extremely fun, but I don’t think Aro can keep replacing my doors the rate I’m going. I do not enjoy being called a pet, some part of me is saying it’s because the others are jealous. That I make the ones with Powers vulnerable and they dislike it. Their powers don’t work on me even when I don’t disable them. I’ve been told I’m like this Bella girl in a way but from what I’ve heard she’s human and extremely weak. I do not like being compared to a human that I can so easily kill.

It doesn’t matter, I must follow Aro’s orders and his orders are to stay in Voltera for now I eagerly await my next mission because I haven’t killed another vampire in quite some time. Practising on the guards is fun but the punishment is not. I want to be able to fight so why can’t I use the guard to practise? I already know the answer anyways. If I don’t kill something soon, human or vampire, I’m afraid the new born bloodlust will come back. Even though I’m roughly 2oo years old I still feel that strength of thirst if I don’t Sedate the thirst or sedate my anger with a kill. I hope I get a mission soon.

FOREVER YOURS,
SKYE