CLEARWATER, LEAH ZIVA

[BELLA "BELLS" CULLEN]

you're my brand of heroin ,
Leah Ziva Clearwater


"You truly are one frightening little monster."
~Jasper Hale~

character full name: Leah Ziva Clearwater
alias: Leah; Lee-lee
age: 20/18
birthday: 2nd of June
status: Wolf
affiliation: Jacobs Pack

"I'd noticed that his eyes were black - coal black."
~Isabella Swan~

eyes: dark brown, almond shaped, arc-shaped, thin black, eyebrows, eyelashes "like feather dusters", not much make up, if only eye shadow.
hair: black, chin length, smooth, she wears her hair most of the time open.
height: 5' 8"
weight: 125lbs
distinguishing features: She has like all wolves in the Pack, a tribe tattoo on one shoulder.
general appearance:

Leah is described as beeing beautiful in an exotic way. She is really tall what comes from her change into a werewolf. Her body is thin but muscled what comes as well from beeing a werewolf. Also like all werewolfs she has a tattoo on one shoulder. Her skin is tanned like all Quileutes. Leahs hair is glistening black and smooth. It has chin length. Her eyes are almond shaped and a really dark brown color. Her eyes are surrounded by eyelashes "like feather dusters". In her wolf form Leah is described as a smaller grey wolf.

Most of the time Leah likes to wear Jeans and T-shirts or other Tops. Back in time she used to wear new fashion, but now after her change she doesn´t look for fashion so much anymore. That is because of her bad temper, Leah easily gets angry and then phases, so her clothes would all get destroyed. So she now wears mostly a pair or jeans and she addes some beautifull tops or t-shirts to it. Leah is not one of the girls either that wears a lot of make up. If she wears make up, she wears mostly eye shadow, some lipgloss and some powder, cause that underlines her exotic beauty best.

"I will always tell you the truth."
~Alice Cullen~

likes:

Likes:

• Beeing a Werewolf
  
• Her Mother
  
• Seth
  
• Running
  
• Her Sarcasm
  
• Teasing Others
  
• Beeing part of Jacobs Pack
  
• Protecting other people

dislikes:

Dislikes:

• Sam
  
• Vampires
  
• Her Bad Memories
  
• Her Fathers death
  
• When someone wants to hurt her family
  
• Eating raw
  
• When the others peek when she is phasing

ambitions:

Ambitions:

• Imprinting, because she wants to get away from Sam and she wants to find true love.

abilities:

Abilities:

• Telepathy with the Pack
  
• Advanced Healing
  
• Senses

secrets:
Secrets:

• Is afraid of loosing someone she loves, it is one of her secrests, because Leah hates to show weakness.
  
• Fears to never imprint, another secret, is that she is afraid she won´t be able to imprint because she is a female shapeshifter
  
• She is writing diary, because she can trust it with all her thoughts.

personality:

Leah is the only female werewolf in the pack, so she often has to prove herself. That makes her stronger. But back in her childhood she was different, back in time Leah used to be a sweet and nice girl. She used to have a lot of friends and was kind of popular. But there were a few events in her life that changed her. Firstly she changed after Sam Uley her boyfriend, suddenly was at first gone and as he returned he suddenly fell for Leahs cousin Emily Young. That broke Leahs heart, so she build a huge wall around her heart. Her next life changing moment was the death of her father. Leah blamed herself for it, she thought that her fathers heart attack was her fault, because it happened shortly after Leah had told him she was a werewolf. Even through her mother told her it wasn´t her fault she didn´t believe her. That all let her become cold and sarcastic. She learned that she had to protect herself from pain. So she always fears to let someone in her heart.

Also Leah loves to tease her other Pack members. She makes them for example remeber stories, they would rather forget. But Leah is a really clever young woman, she often notices things before others do it. Also even through she dislikes beeing in the other wolves head and hearing their thoughts, she is completely loyal and would never betray her Pack. Through her change she lost a lot of friends and so mostly stays with her family and her Pack. She trusts them as much as she can. Another thing Leah is proud of is her honesty. Leah tells everyone the truth even if it hurts that other persons feelings and she expects others to tell her the truth as well. Most of the time she can handle the truth, because there is nearly nothing she hasn´t heared about herself.Since she joined Jacobs Pack her temper and all the bad stuff has gotten better a lot. She really loves beeing in Jakes Pack and she would never leave her Pack again. Leah would do anything for them. Also Leah doesn´t mind what others think of her. She likes to have a strong personality and beeing sarcastic, that is after all what others made her become.

"Don't get your family slaughtered for pride."
~Carlisle Cullen~

mother: Sue Clearwater, 40, housewive
father: Harry Clearwater, deceased
siblings: Seth Clearwater, 15, Student
others: Emily Young, 20, cousin
history:

Leah had the normal childhood for a girl growing up on the reservation. Played in the woods, the beach, went to school, and watched the-oh-so-pretty-boys grew to men. When Leah got into High School, she found one man she could spend the rest of her life with. Sam Uley. He was everything she wanted. Leah was happy. Then came the changes. Sam disappeared for two weeks, and left Leah and his friends and family frantic and worried. Finally Sam came home. Leah was so happy, so relived and....hurt... Sam was not normal. He was withdrawn and keeping to many secrets. Too many lies came between them. Leah, however, stayed beside him, prepared to deal with anything and everything in order to have Sam. Her best friend, and family member Emily, came to visit and it was that event that would start Leah's spiral downfall. Sam left her for Emily. It was easy to see how happy they were together. But it broke Leahs heart.

Leah gritted her teeth and put on a brave face. When Emily asked her to be a bridesmaid Leah said yes, but the bitterness started. It would not be until the day her own change came that Leah would understand. Imprinting, changing....and mind links. It was hard. It hurt to see herself though all the guy's eyes. The pity. Sam's pity and guilt. It often made her lash out at them. Thinking of things to make them hurt. Glad they hurt and stopped thinking of her. She made herself become the worst thing that the Pack has to deal with. When her Father learned of her change, it gave him a heart attack and that probably was what killed him. It only made her more bitter. Harder. Colder. Things got worse when her brother Seth joined the pack days later. Anger at his lost of a 'innocent childhood' as well as her own life would push her to be even worse. When Isabella Swan came to Forks, Leah disliked her from the beginning. When she started to become friends with Jacob, Leah disliked her even more. Leah saw how Jake slowly fell in love with her and even trough Leah disliked her, she understood Jacob. Soon Bella and Jacob became a couple. Even trough Leah can´t stand Bella, she trys to be nice, because Jacob is still her friend.

"You will never put me through that again."
~Esme Cullen~

player: Leah
age: 19
member title: Wolf Girl
password: '(Shapeshifters) do it better'.

anything else: Nothing!

"If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now."
~Rosalie Hale~

made by: Rae {cupcake/vanilla_pop} of RPG-D && Caution 2.0
disclaimer: quotes are from the characters in the Twilight series
copyright: steal and I'll send the Volturi after you. YEAH