PAGAN, SILAS VINCENT

[BELLA "BELLS" CULLEN]

you're my brand of heroin ,
Silas Vincent Pagan



"You truly are one frightening little monster."
~Jasper Hale~

character full name: Silas Vincent Pagan
alias: Sy
age: 17
birthday: August 13
status: Wolf
affiliation: Jake's

"I'd noticed that his eyes were black - coal black."
~Isabella Swan~

eyes: Silas has round hazel-brown eyes, and in the sunlight, they look like a swirl of milk chocolate.
hair: He has long brown hair, cut up to his eyebrows and worn messier but somehow manged.
height: 5'11"
weight: 147lbs
distinguishing features:  Silas has his left ear pierced and had it since his first birthday. He also wears a rope necklace around his neck that has a few charms his mother gave him; a silver wing, a howling wolf, and a shooting star.    
general appearance: Silas likes to wear clothes that are high on the stores' charts, trying as hard as he could to fit in. The only thing that stands out differently from his outfits is the woven rope necklace his mom gave him that he wears everyday. His face is almost perfectly smooth,minus a few blemishes here and there. He has a heart-shaped head, high cheek bones and pale pink lips. In a crowded setting, Silas usually stands over the people surrounding him being as tall he is. He has broad shoulders with scrawny arms, slim but toned torso, long sculpted legs and big feet. Silas also has scars along the back of his legs and going up his arm from a dark stage he went through earlier in his teens. 

"I will always tell you the truth."
~Alice Cullen~

likes:
• Good Music
• Horror Movies
• Loyal&Honest People
• Anchovie and Pepperoni Pizza
• Videogames  
dislikes:
• Backstabbers
• Braggers
• Reading
• Movies That Leave You Hanging
• Spiders 
ambitions: Silas wants to someday have his own pack. He has heard stories and dreamed of it but somehow can't manage to, so he plans to work and work until it happens.
abilities:
• Fast Runner
• Eagle Sight
• Sensitive Smell
secrets:
• Closeted
• Jealous of Jake For Having His Own Pack 
• The Fact He Started The Fire That Killed His Mother 
personality: Silas is an outgoing kind of guy, but at times can be very shy. As he warms up, you'll see how loose he could get and how fun he can be. Silas loves going to parties and being social, smiling at whoever should pass him. He is also very kind hearted and considerate, helping whoever may need it, no matter what the cause. 

 Even though Silas may be such a nice guy, even the most sane people have a tipping point. But once you get Silas going, there is no stopping him. His anger blinds him to such an extent that he shows no mercy to anyone. He tries to bottle it up when he's around other mortals but it doesn't always work. Luckily he manages to escape the crowd before shifting.         

"Don't get your family slaughtered for pride."
~Carlisle Cullen~

mother: Iris Mills, 39, deceased
father: Joel Pagan, 37, Officer
siblings: Elliot Pagan, 18, Senior
others: All deceased as far as he knows.
history: When Silas was born, his parents just moved into a bigger house for him and his brother. As he grew older, he developed a strong bond between him and his mother. His brother Elliot did the same with his father. On Silas' 7th birthday his mother gave him a rope necklace she made with little metal charms that dangled from the middle. She told him to wear it all the time because it would bring him good luck, and a piece of her would always be with him. He listened to his mother, clutched the necklace and kissed her cheek. 

 About a year later, Silas awoke to the sound of screaming, the smell of smoke and a fierce heat coming from the room next to him. Silas' brother and father were running for the door, but he did not see him mother. They called for him, but he did not listen. He wandered into the kitchen, the heat from the flames slamming against him as he enter. His mother was no where to be found. Tears flowed down Silas' face, sizzling and then evaporating before they reached his chin. Out of the smoke appear his father, who grabbed him and then dragged him out of the kitchen and house. Silas kicked and screamed through violent tears, trying to fight his way out of his father's strong hold. He needed to go back to get find his mother, but no one listened. He sat in the dirt, watching the house burn, crying. His mother was gone. Forever.

The next day, Silas' father brought him and his brother to the local diner for breakfast. Halfway through the meal, a town officer walked into the diner, looking for Silas' father. The officer sat down at their table and asks about the fire from the previous night. Every question involving his mother made him grimace. He clawed at the table, earning worried glances from the waitresses. Finally, before the officer left he mentioned something about how the fire started. Silas sat straight up, listening carefully. Apparently, the stove top was left on cooking some kind of soup and it overflowed, splashing onto the flames which scattered onto some spare paper towels which spread from there. 

Then it sunk in, earlier that afternoon, Silas didn't feel all the great, so he prepped some soup his mom suggested to make him feel better. He laid down for one minute and woke up to disaster. The fire was his fault. His mom was dead because of him. He then broke down in the middle of the diner.

 From then on, Silas tried his hardest to forget that night. It wasn't as easy as he thought. For months, he would wake up screaming, begging for his mom to come back. But nothing would happen. His dad and brother learned to live with it. At first they'd both come running in, but after a while it just got old. Silas wouldn't go to sleep some nights, scared the nightmares would come back.

Along the starting of his teen years, the dreams diminished into nothing and it was soon put in the back of Silas' mind. When he hit 15, Silas started going through alot of changes; his voiced deepened, he grew alot taller, and he got a few blemishes here and there. He was told it was normal, just puberty. So they thought. 

One night, Silas went to a party, there was drinking, smoking and alot of hot girls. Everyone was drunk to an extent that no one would be driving home. Silas was handed a beer, he downed it easily and was handed another. This went on until finally the room began spinning. He laughed and sat down. A girl walked over and sat next to him. They talked for a bit before an angry boyfriend came along to break things up. Silas tried to tell him nothing was going on, but the boyfriend d was too drunk and thick headed to care. The boyfriend wanted to fight, told Silas to meet him outside in 5. 

When he got there, it seemed as if the entire party was there. They made a huge circle around Silas and the drunken boyfriend. The boyfriend taunted and taunted but it didn't seem to bother Silas at all. He continued to go on about how he was a fag and everyone knew. Silas rolled his eyes and readied himself just in case. But then, the drunk went a little too far, mentioning the fire that killed Silas' mom, telling the crowd Silas was the one who did it, calling him a murderer. Silas snapped. He began shaking, slow but then increasingly faster. The drunk stopped laughing and just stared at Silas. Within a blink of an eye, Silas was just a blur leading to the boyfriend. There was a loud snap, then silence. The boyfriend fell to the ground limp, his bottom jaw already swollen and blood pouring from his mouth. Everyone stared at Silas, who was still shaking. He let out a loud yell before running intensely fast into the surrounding woods. And for the first time in his life, Silas shifted into a giant wolf.

That night, Silas slept in his wolf form. He felt amazing, all his senses were defined and his mind felt open as ever. But with all this new power, Silas didn't know what to do with it. He need to find someone else who was like him or could help him. He just didn't know where to look. After a few days  he came across Jacob and was added to his pack shortly after.             

"You will never put me through that again."
~Esme Cullen~

player: Silas
age: 15
member title: Berserker
password: Shapeshifters do it better.
anything else: Nah yo. (:

"If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now."
~Rosalie Hale~

made by: Rae {cupcake/vanilla_pop} of RPG-D && Caution 2.0
disclaimer: quotes are from the characters in the Twilight series
copyright: steal and I'll send the Volturi after you. YEAH